Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Ben is in among the cool crowd....

Check out these awesome and artful autism posters:









The last one is my favorite and I would love a T-shirt version for Benjamin. I would love to get a poster for his room as well. They were created by the Rugh Family Workshop on Autism Spectrum Disorders. Check out their link HERE.

Here is an except from their website explaining the posters:

The Rugh Family Workshop was started by Jaime & Jeffrey Rugh for their children. Collaborating as artists with family, old friends and new friends, the workshop started making posters to promote awareness, support and compassion for individuals, families, and communities living with Autism Spectrum Disorders. The posters vary widely in range, focus and design as does the spectrum itself.

Autistic individuals are often classified with deficits in social interaction, communication and repetitive behaviors.Because one may experience only one or two of these symptoms with varying intensity or the specific behaviors may vary from person to person; Autism is a spectrum disorder.As diagnosis is as high as 1 in every 150 children, Autism cannot be ignored. We hope these posters inspire people to do their own research and become advocates for the diverse spectrum within the autistic community.

Each family and community embrace and respond to Autism in a variety of ways. We imagine our posters will best function in homes, libraries, schools and community centers. We honor and promote full acceptance of these individuals as neurological difference need not be seen as a defect but a part of human experience.

A donation will be made from each sale to GRASP, an educational and advocacy organization serving individuals on the autism spectrum.
Contact us at : rughfamilyworkshop@gmail.com


Saturday, July 11, 2009

Favorite new stuff

Out of all my stamps, people choose the tire swing the most. It almost seems to be my signature these days...




My first raised dotted edged plaque. It turned out really nice!


Closer detail:


And lastly, a sweet little foot.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Teacher gifts

Ben gave his teachers a very challenging school year. This is the way I showed my appreciation for them and their efforts. The large plaque was for his teacher, the smaller paperweights were for his aides and various therapists.








Thursday, June 4, 2009

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. -- Helen Keller

Last week, our beautiful boy was diagnosed with autism. It was not a surprise, but crushing none the less. He had been losing skills for a while, getting aggressive with others, flinging items constantly, withdrawing more, and is still non-verbal. He met just about every marker for autism, but I was holding onto the hope that he was going through one of his phases and that he would come out of it. It wasn't happening. We were at a complete loss, and decided to take him into the developmental ped. I was ready, but wasn't expecting the rush of emotions that followed and still follow me into this week. Down syndrome is one of those things that you just automatically embrace and accept when your child has it, because it is part of who he is. I am not sure how to feel about autism. In many ways I feel that it snuck in and took away my happy social toddler, bit by precious bit. I have moments of anger, sorrow, denial, and then I look at Ben coming to me for a hug, and realize that I may not know as much as I think I know about autism. I know there is a lot to learn, therapies to explore, specialists to see, families to network with. It will be a journey.




When it is dark enough, you can see the stars. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Shop talk -- highs and lows

I will start with the good stuff.

My wonderful husband bought me a kiln for Mother's Day! I am absolutely thrilled...now I don't have to worry about breakages during transport, which has happened on one fateful trip to the studio recently. (More on that later, since I am supposed to be talking about the good stuff now) I waited two weeks to fire it up for the first time because a)I needed a part that was coming in the mail, and b)because I was -- frankly -- nervous. I knew absolutely nothing...nada...about kilns except the verrrrry basics. I saw an ad in Craigslist for a kiln that was bright, shiny and in our price range, and we went to see it. I followed the online advice on buying a used kiln, and this one seemed to pass muster, except for the fact I couldn't test it to see if the elements were working because they didn't have the correct power supply in their home. We talked ourselves in and out of the purchase for a couple of days, and then just decided to bite the bullet and go for it. The couple we bought it from were very nice, and they told us that the kiln used to be their grandmother's, who used it more as a hobby kiln once in a while. It hadn't been used in a decade, and when she died, it ended up with her granddaughter. It is in great shape, and I hope I am able to get many years use out of it. It is funny thinking about the fact that one year before we bought the kiln, this little business of mine was barely a twinkle in our eyes. What an amazing year this has been.

One reason we waited to fire up the kiln, was because we had no shelter for it, or a safe place to keep it away from the children. My wonderful husband (or WH) as I should now be calling him, erected a metal shed under our covered back porch so I could fire the kiln without worry, and have a little place all my own to hide out, errr...I mean work in. He is very proud of our little shed, and it looks much better than any beat-up display version I have seen. I bought a little magnet sign from vistaprint.com, and will stick it above the shed door, so I can look official and everything.

The other day, everything was in place. WH had installed the proper electric supply, all of my kiln furniture, shelves, cones, etc., were in their resting places, lighting in place, everything at a safe distance...the planets had aligned. I decided to do my very first firing. A glaze fire. I carefully read the instructions, and my excitement started building. I had several little footprints left from when I borrowed a friends little baby foot for sweet little color samples. I decided to just put everything I had in there that was ready, which wasn't really very many pieces, but enough to see various brilliant colors hopefully emerging from the kiln.

So...deep breath. Kiln furniture in place. Shelf in place. Stilts on ware. Not touching each other or sides? Good. Pyrometric cone placed carefully in kiln sitter supports. Open peepholes. Close lid. Open to check. Close lid. Open once more. WH wants to take pictures. Open lid. Yell at him not to take pictures of me all sweaty and harried. Close lid and shoo WH away. Glance at instructions for the 4th time. Push in kiln sitter button. Estimate time needed in case kiln sitter fails (no idea). Turn knob to set. Wait for two blinks of the red light. Move knob to 6. Cross fingers. Back away. Lock shed. Look at electric meter thingy spinning wildly and reassure WH nervously. Go to bed. Get up in middle of night to check kiln. 90 degrees inside shed...wow. Go back to bed. Get up again to check kiln. Kiln sitter has shut the kiln off -- cool! Still red hot, though. Go back to bed. Wait for the cool down. Open lid the next evening while holding breath and.....

(drumroll please) ...see the work of Salvidor Dali. I had overfired. Sniff. All of those little footprints were slumped over the stilts, completely embedded onto them, and there was not a hint of shine to them. Drat. BUT. Almost immediately I realized what had happened, and although I am not happy with myself for being so silly and using the wrong cone (I used a high- fire cone 6, instead of a low-fire cone 06.) I was relieved that the kiln seemed to work, and that it was human error instead of a kiln issue. So hooray! First firing with good results in a way. I've decided to view this experience as having a positive, educating outcome.

Before firing, looking down into the kiln:



After. (Sob)



Getting the stilts off the overfired ceramic the only way I knew how:



Now for my breakage woes. There was one day the other week where I just should not have gotten out of bed. Everything was going wrong -- the kids were nutty, the whole day was rushed and I was running late to everything, I was crabby. I had to bring some greenware to the studio for the final firing, plus I had a few large plaques that were already bisque fired and glazed and ready for the final firing. I usually have to enlist the help of WF during his long lunches, so I can run my pieces into the studio without worrying about bringing in the kids or having to park a long way away, since the studio is on a very busy main street. I usually have to carry at least a couple of large trays full of ware, so just hopping out of the car with them is ideal. That way, he goes and grabs lunch while I am dipping the glazed pieces and leaving them to be fired. On that day, during the drive to the studio, WH happened to brake pretty hard for some reason, and my trays slid and crashed into the back of the seat. We got out to check, and one of my better pieces of greenware was broken. I was crushed. I loved that particular piece, and was looking forward to seeing how it was going to turn out. I had to re-do it, and I hate making those calls. It was my first broken piece since my first orders, when another piece of greenware, a family plaque, broke in transport. Onward to the studio. I told WH that I was just going to run in, and ran around to the back of the van, opened the door, grabbed the trays, tried to shut the door by myself, and proceeded, in slow motion, to drop both trays on the ground, smashing two of the large glazed plaques all over the concrete. I just stood there, sniffling. WH got out and hugged me. OH, the agony of beautiful broken pottery!!! So many hours of work -- gone -- with one careless, hurried move.

But clay is clay, and these things happen. Accept it, girl. Where are bootstraps when you need them?



I have some wonderful news, though. I talked to my daughter's preschool director, showed her my example pieces, talked through some details, and I am proud and happy to say that she loved my work (if crying at the sight of one of my pieces counts as "love") and would like to have me do not ONE, but TWO events during the next school year! She decided to have me come and do ornaments only in October, and do hand print picture plaques like THIS one in the spring. I have been hoping for this gig for a long time and finally arranged it. I hope this is the beginning of many more events in the future for my little business.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Ian Brownlee -- #1 fan here.

“Special Delivery” Ian Brownlee, acrylic on paper, 8×10, 2007




“Dying Words” Ian Brownlee, acrylic on paper, 22×30, 2007


I have found a brilliant local artist named Ian Brownlee featured on Spillspace.com. I am in love with the way he combines beautiful colors with his simple, yet elegant line drawings. They remind me of vintage children's illustrations from the 20's and 30's like these and these, and I just love this one as well.

If anyone out there knows me at all, they know that I value nostalgia, simplicity, and beauty among many other things. These works embody that completely, and I hope to one day have a couple of prints to hang in my very own little house.

Read more about him and see more of his work on this really rad blog: http://spillspace.com/2009/american-myths-ian-brownlee/

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Mother's Day!